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Why the Water Came EP

by Connor Danstrom

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1.
I went down to the water To see if I could wash away All the things I shouldn’t know Or remember I went down to the water To see if I could wash away All the things you shouldn’t notice About me this December But it’s cold in there And I don’t know what to wear You say not to be scared Well, that’s easier said than done And when I graduated The woman said I would be glad For all the time I spent in class That I thought I hated And the river’s deep and wide So you can’t see what’s inside And the rising water line Brings us back to life
2.
This morning I woke before the sunrise It’s not like I thought that I needed the time But I’m glad that I did, and I’ll do it again ‘Cause darkness was covered in light On that first morning after you died What were they saying about your life? Was anyone glad because you were gone? I’d like to think I would be crying I’d be crying I would cry I would How many times have I told you I love you? And only a book ever tells me it back And why sometimes does it feel like I know you And sometimes like we’ve never met? And people are always talking about you And saying your name when they get upset I wonder if you talk about me Or think of me when you are sad When you’re sad You are sad You are Since I have known you, life has been different It’s hard to explain the choices I’ve made But the choices aren’t really choices at all You just won’t leave me alone When you were twelve you once got lost I got lost too when I was sixteen They looked for you, and you looked for me I can’t believe anyone found us That they found us That they found Us
3.
All There Is 03:03
A lady is running to catch a bus Her clothes smell like perfume and cigarettes Her picture ID never looks like her And no one ever checks And the glare of that September sun Perfectly blinds the eastbound ones And reminds us all of last year’s smudge We never got around to cleaning up An old abandoned carwash, a dead racoon A city emptied out into empty streets He looked like he was sleeping in between Yellow lines cradling his cheek And before we made long distance calls And gave up writing what we saw Before we watched suburban sprawl We’d forgotten what we learned and what we taught Can I ask forgiveness for what I have? Or do I have to give it away and part with it? And if I give away what matters most Is this really all there is?
4.
You talked too softly When we gathered on a front porch On an evening I remember back when I was searching for Something more than what I had but that I wasn’t really sure I wanted yet And when you told me How much this all would cost me I thought that you were joking but you weren’t And it still haunts me A ballad or the smell of sable It’ll be a while before I sleep Remember when The wind turned to a gravel road The tyranny of everything must go Now I know That the dog days are behind us And it’s almost over now And now I’m easy O the mornings When we shared our daily bread As diesel engines roared we whispered our Amen Now I wonder If that was then and this is now Forever’s always some time ‘til we’re dead O the evenings When we sat between the embers And the stars were lit by torches on the hill We met our maker On a tailgate in the panhandle Where right angles lived only in our heads I’m not sure Why a carpenter in Palestine Would love me or turn water into wine All I know Is that he’s alive because of love And so are you and I And now I’m easy
5.
The more you’re in a place The more you wear it down Your couch, your clothes, the interstate Eventually give out But will you remember The words I whispered And the towns I drove by? You can learn a new language If you try Or learn to play piano But people don’t have pianos anymore So write a story Or a song But you don’t have to The ridges in the mountains Are there because it rains And the quaking of the aspen Is why the water came When you are standing Perfectly still You’ll hear all the reasons If you’re good at what you do Then you’re probably bad at what you don’t do But if you’re good at what you do Then give away money ‘cause you’re supposed to And the world is coming to an end Pretend you care, pretend you’re not sad Every morning make your bed Make a decision, make a friend
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Late at night I came in through the window She slept soundly in an ordinary bed I whispered softly, “Hail, my gentle queen.” Blinking slowly, she raised her holy head And looked at me, and who was more afraid? I, a servant, or she, so full of grace? Then I told her there’s no more need to wait And leaving lingered in that sanctuary place Late at night I saw my queen again Singing sweetly songs she’d learned of old Of how her fathers had often gone astray And how he’d chase them, and how this was foretold And as he slept there, cradled in her arms I thought to tell her how this world would break her heart How it’d pierce her, how this would have to end But that can wait for now, the child needs to be fed

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This EP was written over twelve years, and recorded over three months. The songs, like the recording, were inspired by my friends. I hope they like them.

All proceeds from digital sales of this EP will go to benefit the St. John Paul II Newman Center at UIC.

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released May 1, 2019

All music and lyrics by Connor Danstrom
Vocal accompaniment on "The Annunciation" by Celeste Aguirre
Album art by Ethan Danstrom

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Connor Danstrom is a Catholic priest. He lives in Chicago.

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